| | What up?
Not much here, just been tryin to get my grades up, need a little motivation from my conscience,, but not happening. Anyways, not alot has been up, haven't quit cigs yet like I said I would, it's harder than you guys think, lol. But my friend rich is right, I shouldn't tell people that I'm quitting on a certain date, or at a specific time, and then not do it, lol. Anyways, I have to say, that I really want to get back into going to church and working, I need a job, I don't care what it is, as long as I get paid to work, then I'll take it. I think the last straw has been drawn for Randy and me, I don't like his random spaztic anger, his greedieness, his selfishness, etc. It's all pissing me off, and of course I'm not going to fight him, that is probably what you all knew I would say, but I know everyone realizes that getting in a fight will either only lead to more problems in the future with that person or their friends, or make you out to be something you're not. Oh well, of course, as usual I just let it go, I let him steal my headphones and my sunglasses, and my TBS cd. Immaturity is getting bigger in the group of friends, like me acting completely retarded and schenking sean in the arm, by accident, I didn't just come out of nowhere and schenk him, we were both, intoxicated, and being stupid with sharp objects and yeah, put 2 and 2 together. when I say immaturity though, I mean like me schenking sean of course, everyone, and I mean everyone saying things like "no, you don't get to do this," or "die slow," etc. They all are funny sayings and all, but for me it's all just me and everyone bein really immature,I mean, c'mon, we are seniors in high school, I know that I need to start acting my age, but I haven't started yet, I mean, next year, for some of us, we will be out of school, and on our own, I mean...doesn't that kind of say something? Noone wants to end up like David, or brian, or Randall across the street, but of course this is just xanga, this is me venting, if you don't like it, then leave my site.
::Jon::
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